How did we get here

I miss all-embracing hugs, 

I miss the feeling of being protected,

I miss that smile when you do something wrong, but you know I won't get mad,

I miss kisses,

I miss talking when I should be sleeping,

I miss not being afraid to say anything,

I miss learning your face by touch,

I miss your voice,

I miss your hands,

I miss the familiar scars,

I miss the feeling of your hair,

I miss running my hands through it,

I miss being loved by choice rather than genetics,

I miss your laugh,

I miss the way you can always make me laugh,

I miss you being there when I need you,

I miss 212,

I miss your eyes, 

I miss the weight of your head when you fall asleep on me,

I miss the feeling of safety when I fall asleep on you,

I miss fitting under your chin,

I miss feeling wanted,

I miss saying "I love you" a hundred times a day,

I miss the right to say it at all,

I miss you.